May 2012
8 posts
Sorry I’m so slack at replying to people and thankyou guys so much for the support you send <33
Anonymous asked: hun how are you doing? when u say ur at 39 it worrys me. i want you to be safe<3 i hope one day you will realize how beautiful you are and decided to make a recovery i dont wanna lose you<3
Anonymous asked: Hey, I really hope you're doing okay. I'm thinking good thoughts for you and I hope things get better, soon..
Anonymous asked: eek I just read that you only binge/purge once a day now. I'm super proud of you right now! How far do you think you've come, in terms of recovery and such? <3 hope you're doing okay.
Anonymous asked: 39lbs or kg?
Anonymous asked: how often do/did you usually binge/purge per week?
Anonymous asked: did your grandfather rape you?!
Anonymous asked: just wondering, how much do u weight now (in pounds) and what has been ur lowest weight? i saw a picture of u being 36.9 at one time... have y been under that??
April 2012
18 posts
Anonymous asked: why did you move from australia to new zealand ?? :)
Anonymous asked: I am so glad to hear you are getting treatment. I hope that you'll be able to find the courage to overcome this long battle and be able to truly enjoy all that life has to offer. You deserve to be happy and not feel burdened by your body image. <3 Remember that people always care.
Anonymous asked: Mel'ana i'm so happy you are healthier ! we missed you so much !! We send you a lot of love from spain !! And courage to get through that, and may the force be with you ^^ LoVe YoUuuu <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Anonymous asked: i´m missing pictures of your beautiful face :(
Anonymous asked: It feel so good to read your answers to anonymous questions. I think you have enough problems but anyway you try to help the people with kind words. Even if you don't know them. There should be more people like you in the world. (sorry for grammar mistakes, I'm not a native english speaker!)
Anonymous asked: hello lovely, i'm glad to hear you are doing well..i hope you continue getting better <3 you are inspiring!
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful.
My bmi is currently ~15 and I’m enormous and look more than healthy but apparantly my request to go to the post office and library this weekend is ridiculous.
I’ll be going anyway, but I really wish I could be allowed out.
Just replied to a bunch of asks and I’ll try to get around to the rest later today but I have to get to group now. Thanks so much for all your support and caring. You are all amazing <3
Anonymous asked: Mele’ana, I've missed seeing your posts so much. You were one of the first blogs I followed on here, and I check back here every day to make sure you're still here. Please be okay <3
Anonymous asked: how do you do things without passing out or without crippling pain? :/
Anonymous asked: Are you anorexic or are you bulimic? How much would you say you eat a day calorie-wise? I have an ED too and i really hope some day you dont have to live in this hell hole anymore
March 2012
30 posts
rubedelia asked: do you like your boobs?
Anonymous asked: Hi! I know you're probably really busy but could you briefly tell me what ward 4G was like in adelaide? As to how it was set up, etc.? Sorry to be a pain!
Anonymous asked: are you still alive?
self-destructive-soul asked: I'm really jealous of your body
Anonymous asked: I miss you. Hope you're okay, you are beautiful inside and out. T
Anonymous asked: How tall are you in meters please ? Like 1m60 or 1m 65 ?
Anonymous asked: Why do you post the pictures of yourself that you post? I hope you don't see this as a judgmental question, I am only curious. Is it because you want to shock people? Does it help you see yourself clearer when you get the responses to them that you get? Do you like to be seen as 'thinspo'? I can never quite figure out what your intentions are
Anonymous asked: how much do you weigh?
Anonymous asked: doesn't anyone notice you are sickly thin and killing yourself?
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Anonymous asked: With your ED, have you ever exercised/overexercised or is it more of just the control with food? And I love reading your posts about N, for some reason they tug on my heart strings. You seem like a very good babysitter.
Anonymous asked: I hope you are giving this your all. You are beyond stunning, you project yourself so intelligently, you seem to have the kindest heart, and I strongly believe that you have all of the potential in the world if you can just overcome this hurdle. You can beat this. It may be hard as hell and you may want to give up, but the best things in life always are never easy. Please try. <3
Anonymous asked: please, get better. with that i mean healthy. i know it's really hard. but please, try. my best friend died yesterday because of an eating disorder. i couldn't help her. please, don't go that far. i care about you, please know that. xo
Anonymous asked: I am so sorry for your suffering :( have hope, dear!
Anonymous asked: why would you glorify binging and eating dissorders? it's girls like you that give female empowerment and body-loving no hope at all.
Anonymous asked: you’re reading this you have been cursed, past this to the next 10 people or the devil will posses you tonight at 2:03am
Anonymous asked: How much do you weigh in the picture of you with boots, tights and a sweater? And might I say that you are gorgeous, your short hair just shows off your beautiful face and uniqueness. <33
I have to get out of here I can’t stand it. I don’t want to sit in therapy a blubbering mess feeling like my insides are being dragged out of me bit by bit.
I would do anything for cash right now. I don’t have many skills but I can knit really well. Anyone?
Anonymous asked: What do you see when you look in the mirror? I mean yourself, not your body or face or hair-actually you, the person. Sorry this is confusing, I'm just curious about whether or not anyone else feels strange looking in the mirror, as though it's someone else and not you. Maybe I'm crazy and the only one who thinks this way.
Anonymous asked: how much do you currently weigh?