Anonymous asked: What book genre do you like to read the most, and what're your favorite books? And are you fluent in Latin?

Definitely fantasy, dystopian fiction, science fiction. That type of thing. Some favorite authors:

Terry Pratchett, Ursula Le Guin, Margaret Atwood, China Mieville, Guy Gavriel Kay, George R.R. Martin, Robert Jordan, Neil Gaiman, Aldous Huxley, George Orwell, Lewis Carroll, John Wyndham, Madeleine L’Engle

I can read latin pretty well, but not really speak it except stuff like the Ave Maria/Pater Noster which doesn’t really count.

Anonymous asked: who used to rape you ?

my grandfather

ayla- asked: how do you pronounce your name?

Well my name is Mele’ana which is pronounced melly ana(the a is like the a in father) but I’m okay with Mele or just Mel as well. Omg I have ana in my name.

Anonymous asked: why "no"?

Because of what getting better means, gaining weight, eating. Because I don’t know if I could cope without an eating disorder. Because it’s the only part of me I know is real.

Anonymous asked: do you want to get better?

Yes. And no.

Anonymous asked: How long have you had an eating disorder? How old are you?

10-11 years, and I’m 25.

Anonymous asked: What country are you from?

I live in New Zealand. I spent most of my life in Australia.

Anonymous asked: what was your lowest bmi?

12.something

Anonymous asked: Why do you shave your hair off? I'm just curious.

Well my hair was blue just before I shaved it and I wanted to get rid of the blue because people were always saying OMG I lOVE YOUR HAIR and after a while it got to me and I was like go away and stop looking at me, I mean I didn’t say that, but that was how I was feeling. I decided to shave it instead of bleaching/redying it because it seemed easier and also more dramatic and I was in that sort of mood. So I shaved it off and started wearing a hat everywhere and also stopped wearing makeup ever and then I found I was a lot less self-conscious and stopped constantly thinking about how other people saw me. I keep it shaved because for the moment it suits how I feel, and it’s so easy to look after, and a few other reasons some of which contradict the ones I’ve already stated.

Congratulations if you read all this btw.

Anonymous asked: how old are you?

I’m 25